The energy inside me forced me to do so while i still tried to control myself.I could see his nervousness and excitement at the same time.

                    DREAM

It feels like it started just a few days ago.The moment i saw him,in the bright daylight,he was standing there with his grandmother,carrying a huge luggage on his back.It would have almost crushed him if he stayed there,uncomfortably,staring at me.Being the lady of the palace,i seldom invited them inside.The old women who was in her mid-fifties admired the palace and begged me to accept her grandson as a servent."He can do every single work and can be very useful to you,My lady"she says.I took a glance of him,young skinny adult boy with a huge grin in his face."Many people don't work here now"i sniffed.She looked at me through her old cracked glasses,smilling,"you are brave and beautiful,My lady"she says.I assured her that he would get paid well.I asked her if she needed anything,she nodded her head saying no,so i excused myself.It was a lazy sunny day so i went upstairs to take a nap.

When i waked up,dusk was knocking at the door.I freshned up and went downstairs.The old women was still in here,she thanked me and informed that the boy was taken to the worker's chamber while she rushed down the hill.I,sitting in the balcony,took the view of outside,A lonely palace in the top of dreamland hills with a single landlady and her few servents.The breeze was cold and empty.I could see a village down the valley.Then suddenly something striked my mind,The boy.I remembered his face,face with a huge grin,huge grin hiding the nervousness and fear inside.

I was half asleep when someone knocked my door.Raising my eyebrows just a little,i stared at the door,annoyingly."I told you not to disturb me while I'm sleeping"I shouted."I'm sorry My lady,but your medicine".He was the boy.I asked him to leave it there and leave.He did so.Days were passing into weeks and weeks into months just like that;horse riding,visiting villages,showing up in events,gathering,meetings and what else?Being sad and depressed with all the sleepless nights.However,in all this time,boy grew up.He happened to be more attractive and strong.we went together for horse riding too.

Those days i used to sit in a balcony remembering my husband.How happy we were together and how everything was destroyed due to plague that year.Although,i don't remember his face clearly,but i recall how shattered i was when i returned back from my homeplace to find out that everything destroyed.Since then i decided to stay here while many peoples moved out.

It was a rainy day and the boy was working in a field nearby.He was all wet and i could see his muscles through his transparent shirt.I watched him without a blink,making sure not to get noticed.I felt irritated after a while realizing what i was doing.I layed back in bed and eventually fell asleep.

After many years,it was raining very heavily that day,with lightenings and thunderstorms.The day changed into night with heavily blowing air and light went off.I was feeling a little headache and tired that day.Someone delivered the news that landslide was occuring in village and people needed help.Many of my servents were worried as their family lived down in valleys.I knew they wanted to go-save their family and other peoples.So,i asked them to leave.Though all other went,the boy decided to stay here as his grandmother lived far away and he had noone else.My headache turned into a body pain,so i decided to take a warm bath.I asked the boy to warm water for me and i had to assist him as there were no lights.While lightening a candle i felt a sudden sensation as he unknowingly touched my hand or maybe knowingly.I then realized that nobody has touched me in years.I asked him to bring warm milk with some sleeping pills to relax my mind.Despite,the urge inside me was compelling to do something i never did before.I drank the medicine and felt little better yet full conscious and in sense.I asked him to guard the door while i opened my clothes just as he could see as i knew he would be watching.I layed down in tub and warm water felt much better than anything else.After few minutes,i asked him to come inside closing his eyes,guided him so he wouldn't fall.The energy inside forced me to do so while i still tried to control myself.I could see his nervousness and excitement at the same time.I gave him scrub and ordered to rub around my neck and spine till i felt asleep and guard the door again.I couldn't wait to see his reaction,his hands touching my body.

He gently started rubbing around my spine,so gently that i was forced to relax.After around a minutes he slowly moved upwards towards my neck and rubbed as softly as possible.He then carefully moved his hands to the fronts reaizing that i was asleep while i wasn't.I was enjoying everything so,i went on with the flow.He came so close at the moment that i could hear his heavy breath and feel it around my ear.My heart was pounding as fast as possible and adreline was rushing in my blood at full speed but,i didn't wanted to startled him so,i remained in same position for few more minutes.He leaned a little and dropped scrub in water making sure not to make any noise,being very careful and he brought his hands near my brests.Finally,he touched them.I was so pleased.I couldn't show the excitement.He started massaging,rubbing them like he loved and hated them at the same time.With the increasing speed of his rubbing,i was getting high,pleasured and wanted more.Maybe he too felt so..so,he bent my face towards the side and kissed me.I could feel his soft lips touching mine.I wanted to grab him and kiss him like never before.But i wanted to feel this moment and my sudden moment could have ruined it.while supporting my neck with one hand,his other hand was rushing down towards my stomach and suddenly..i felt a severe pain in my head.When i opened my eyes i was somewhere else,bright lights were all around and i could hear in distant someone sayiNg wake up.Everything vanished as I opened my eyes..such a dream it was.

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By_Daydreamer